Counting days that never stays

Your closed heart responded without your knowledge at my heart’s voice
glitter on the water one early morning froze in a drop of fear
wanted to extend a ray of consolation
but was forced to turn around
as if you had to do it on your own
finding your courage to open the closed door to trapped emotions
not visible, but fully vibrating
what you don’t show I feel even stronger
as a notion of yourself and everything you never became
while doggedly chasing the evening stars light the day is already dawning
wanting courage is also a way to dare to see everything there is and never was
like the child in me died
an autumn whispers, only you own the day of your life
I’m already gone as a step in the distance
left is you, counting flower petals
loves me, loves me not
waiting for your own answer.

Solstice

 

 

 

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